“Most things about me are hard to explain, I guess, like how I’m mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I’m just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don’t like it, but I also do.”
Don’t doubt my feelings but don’t get too confident as well. I know my place but there are just times when I hate you for not being there when I needed you most. But funny how one word from you makes me forget what I just said. Damn you. Can’t wait to own you.
I decided to write again. It’s been so long since I last wrote and I kind of miss it so I thought of a story and viola! This one came up. Actually the story’s been in my head for a long time but I was just too lazy to write it down.
Naisip ko lang ito matapos mabasa ang isang kwento. I thought, pagkatapos nito ano na? Napapaisip kasi ako kung ano ang mangyayari matapos nung ending sa kwento. Hanggang sa pagtanda ba ay sila pa rin? Nagkahiwalay ba sila? Nagkaanak ba sila? Ewan, ang shunga ko siguro pero I thought I might give it a shot. Hahaha and I do hope na matapos ko ito since my last attempt of writing was a fail. Nawalan ako ng gana, nakalimutan ko yung plot atsaka di ko na feel yung kwento. LOL yun lang, may masabi lang. huehue
My last promenade was well-spent. The tiring and hot hours were worth it. Kahit yung sakit sa paa ay balewala kasi sobrang nag-enjoy ako sa prom. First dance ko si Kein at last dance ko yung bf ni Kristine (idk his name). LOL Dalawang lalaki lang talaga ang naglakas loob na isayaw ako. Bilib ako sa kanila kasi sikat ako sa pagiging snob lalo na sa mga lalaki. Yung kakilala ko lang yung pinapansin ko pero kapag nasa mood ako, pinapansin ko din naman yung iba. huehue moving on, naging instant photographer ako kaya naman konti lang yung pictures ko pero nag-enjoy naman ako kaya okay lang.